This Anger, is for me.

What friend I am
What use do I have
Why I have the nerve to stay beside you
If I can't even be your strength?
If I can't even support you?
If I keep hurting you?


You're gonna get mad,
I know.


Self-destructive,
Lina.

This self is stupid.

Just my stupidity,
I couldn’t stop caring.
Even after I reprimanded myself not to mind,
I still couldn’t stop.
Just my stupidity.


Tearing,
Lina.

The BIG Question.

How,

can a person,

be beautiful?

bewildered,

Lina.

Transformation; Loading..?

Sometimes I feel that I am stuck;

In childishness,

In ugliness,

In stupidity,

In life.

As if I am a spectator,

Where time does not tick by,

Where life does not go on,

While people change,

While worms transform to butterflies,

While darkness comes to light.

Will there be a time,

When this ugly duckling turns into a swan?

With love,
The Ugly Duckling.

The Invisible Chain

Those silver eyes caught me,

Entrapped me.

My head screamed run,

But my body said stay.

My eyes must have revealed my fear,

          'Cause you chuckled.

And then you petted my head,

Twirled my hair.

I was too afraid to breathe,

Too afraid to twitch.

I should have brushed away your hand,

Brushed away your existence.

My body did your every bidding,

Even when my head,

And my heart,

Scream RUN.

What curse you put on me?

Kindly release me.

Please.,
Lina.