Old pal, I am sorry…
I was afraid.
Meeting you and your family was a huge step for me.
Via internet is one thing, but I draw the line on meeting ‘off-line’.
I am sorry; I backed-out on our friendship. I have no excuse whatsoever.
I was afraid.
I did not want to be the third party, even though I knew it was ridiculous and impossible.
But please understand that I did not want what happened to me, happened to your family.
It was a huge blow for me, as it would be for anybody else, including your family.
And I am such an awkward person; I did not know how to face you, or your family, in person.
Online, I can freely pour what I want to say, but I am such a goof when it comes to real face-to-face communication.
Those are not excuses though, especially when your family knew and agreed to meet me.
I think she is such a great person, and God bless you with her. ^^
I hope you are alright, pal…
I just recently thinking of blogging again and I saw your blog…
Sorry, I remember how hard it was for you, and I, inconsiderately, backed-out from our friendship.
Sorry.
Sincerely,
Lina.
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