I'm not the stablest rock around
High and low not on my whimsical round
One moment a cheery cardigan
Another a choosy curtain
Distraction a constant bane and boon
Rapid thought a constant bane and boon
Curses lost, blessings forgotten
Relationship a strain
On my worry
And your pity
Heart's heart's creation
Passion's a blazing glory
Burned out a touch too quickly
Love is not the question
My mind's the motion
Love isn't what I fear
But future plays by ear
And past's a foolish queer
One fine day eyes would open
Feeling's an omission
Ardour might disappear on one light of day
This self becomes lost a long way away
The dread would consume me
Is this the end of we?
Unfairness is you escorting a broken soul
With sanity knowing holding tight is being hopeful
Because Love,
Would I subject love to such sorrow?
Because Love,
How profound could pain grow?
How would this nothingness manifest?
How would the abyss of nothingness after the grandeur of amorousness manifest?
Lost in loving,
Lina
